D-centered <------- D -------> Thoughts!

(D)

Yesterday I vomited forth my mind and cleaned my pan with harpick. It does not have any trace now. Though the pan looks little bluish, it is due to some ingredients in the harpick.

Life is waiting for us…………….yehhhhhhhhhhhh

‘hridi majhare’ is spelled in music as ‘Sa Sa l Re-l-Ga I Re-Ga-Ma I Pa-I-I. this is to inform you that I am now trying rabindro sangeet with violin. Another feather to my cap.

I want to be a good violinist, may be 45 years later though I have already spent 45 years. But I don’t practice. If you practice 45 hours your fingers will ache. So I have never practiced for more than 45 minutes. Then how do I know? Again how do you know that I don’t know?

I watch tv a lot now-9/10-days. Recent times TVC-reals are good. All full of shits. We love shits………Atik’s mermaid is a celebration of shit culture…….shit is something awful….who told u so? Is it a social construct?

Say tomorrow if Science discovers that shit can really make your complexion whiter, and a special brand (which has invested in that scientific research) does not have that nauseating smell, rather would smell like jasmine, will you use it? Venga, Venga, Why not? It is your look that matters! Wanna be a news-caster?


Bytheway is it always necessary to put a ‘/’ between 4 n 5?

(D)

Is not it a wonder that our dictionay starts with the word ‘dic(k)’. We should not talk nonsense. (but who told that?)

Our national anthem is “Amar sonar bangla….” This is also a robindro sangeet. Another meaning of ‘sona’ is ‘dick’. I don’t want to call it a ‘slang’-meaning. Slang is also a social construct. So our national anthem, that we used to sing everyday, starts with ‘dick’

Capital Bush collected my mind from the sewerage system. He has strong Net-s at the end of each tunnel of each city. Who ever could not endure mind must vomit and city sewerage will immediately take it to the bush. We must improve our city sewerage so that we can reach bush quickly. See how other nations are progressing! Any ideal city must be surrounded by bushes.

‘Ami chini go chini tomareeee o go bidishini’ if I already know you then how can you remain stranger. Colonial experience has made me suspicious.

(D)

Old Romanticism is now deconstructed in n-number of ways. That is why RnD is the most important section for any Capital Bush’s farm.

Tomay dekhechi sarodo provate…but can’t remember you. By the way you can tell me…who are you?....plz make something easy atleast.

It is a wonder Robindranath preaching Romanticism started a new Renaissance for us. Did Rabi like Romanticism because it started with ‘R’? Is Nazrul our national poet for ‘N’. Then today’s is D with a ‘D’centered universe with Djuice culture. D is both dick and digital, or may be a digital dick controlled by binary codes. Capital Bush’s companies are the best in coding and decoding. ( ...Have you ever heard the word LOGIC?... )

we enjoyed life in the past…….yehhhhhhhhhhhh

(D)

do u wanna fuck?????? Yuck!!!........ What rubbish!........but we all want to…..this is how I explain ‘social construct’. You must act to be social. You can’t remain Outsider or Bideshini. Dear SOAD, if you want to ‘fuck the system’ you can’t, because society is no more humane, it is a machine, it does not possess any (w)hole any more. You should not read kurt Vonnegut, it is harmful for your gentlewoman-ship.

My pan still looks bluish. But it does not mean in any symbolic way that i am sad. My pan is sometime blue, sometime white and most of the time yellow. By the way, who told you that blue resembles pain?

How amazing that ‘bhubon bhromiya seshe ami esechi notuno deshe’ and still you call the native lady a bideshini ! …….while you are the actual stranger and everything there is just as it always happened to be……this is the bad side of romanticism, it ‘Colonizes’ you, while making you an emotional fool. D also decolonizes you, by arguing for a dick-centered primitive world.

(D)

This is the bad side of PoMo, while destroying evils (?) it also knifes the good (?). D coincidentally stands for Devil, father of evil. D coincidentally also stands for Director. We all want to be a D for now-9/10-years.

Actually after vomiting forth your mind you no more think in a ‘centered’ way. And I did that, and now-9/10-decades we all did or will do……after vomiting you feel light, you don’t feel any pressure, you can flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....... and nobody is responsible for the D-centered thoughts.

D is dehumanizing yourself while deconstructing the rest of the world........And then hell with present………………